Friday, February 4, 2011

5 YEAR OLD SELF

It was my wedding day. I was in the bathroom trying to get ready but everytime I looked in the mirror I saw my five year old self-- little red curls, big blue eyes, and super cute little kid teeth (the ones that are straight but have small spaces/gaps between each tooth).  At first I FREAKED and started screaming, but when I realized I was just looking at my young self I started to relax and thought that I was probably imagining the whole five year old me bit.  Afterall, it was my wedding day and I was probably just "reviewing" my life in my head because I knew that I was about to start a new chapter (so I convinced myself).  Then my five year old self materialized out of the mirror.  It was SO bizarre. She ran up to me and I picked her up and gave her a big hug.  I thought it was awesome that she was with me and I started introducing her to everyone...then she started playing "tricks" on me.

Here is where my dream starts to get a little fuzzy.

I remember my five year old self hiding in a closet and when I went in to find her, her head was detached and rolling on the floor.  At first it just looked like a dead/pale head and even though it was detached, there wasn't blood any where.  Her head was a complete circle of skin. I picked it up and started smashing it.  Then she came out from behind the clothes and the "fake" head deflated.

Next, there was some thing about a shower and me not being able to get in to it.  It was in a corner and I couldn't figure out for the life of me how it was working.  Daniel (my husband / husband-to-be in this dream) showed up and I think my sister Jani was there too but I don't know why.

And that's as far as my memory goes...

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